To want to have gay sex with my uncle even though i know it's wrong?
Before I get flamed, yes, I know it's disgusting to want to do that, but every time I see him on social media or in real life, the latter of which is rare as he lives abroad, I get this fire inside me that both disgusts the hell out of me but also intrigues me.
He's a couple of years older than me (I BELIEVE he's around 26?) and since I'm a guy and I'm attracted to him, there isn't any issue with procreation. Though, we still have similar blood which is actually pretty disgusting when I think about it.
He's straight so don't think things will ever go through, but is it normal to want to have homosexual sex with my uncle? I guess he would count as my second uncle (I don't know the exact word, sorry), as he's my mother's cousin.