To need to be the next great scientific mind
Kind of a weird question I know. But for some reason, I feel almost obligated to become the greatest scientific mind. To change the world for the better. To discover something on a universal level.. I feel as if I'm worthless if I don't do precisely that. I don't know what this says about me. Maybe I'm just a naive egomaniac, but for some reason I feel as if I need to do that or else I'm just a worthless waste of life.