To have thoughts about yourself getting injured or getting in fights?

Ok, so this happened more when I was about 12, idk why..

I would imagine myself getting hit by a car or injured by someone in a stressful situation, and surviving barely.. Im not sure why, but I found it empowering

I would also imagine things like my school getting attacked and I would save the day and grab their gun and shoot them in the head and everyone would praise me for it

I think this is pretty normal, but thats me, although now i tihnk about it, its kinda dark and fucked up..

Wdyt?