To have lost my virginity to a guy but didn't like it?

So I was curious for a long time. So I went ahead and did it with a random the thing is I like the feeling of doing it to myself with toys. But when I went and actually did it I wasn't into it... I sort of just let it happen and was really weird feeling afterward
I guess I'm not asking if it wasn't gay I know it was, but should I feel guilty and bad for myself for going thru with it when I didn't want to??
I was curious and do enjoy anal stimulation but I'd rather a chick do it simply because it's not men that turn me on its the feeling of anal sex.
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Comments ( 8 )
  • Couman

    Sometimes failed experiments are the most enlightening. I don't think there's any reason to be ashamed of trying something you turned out not to like.

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  • peterrabbyt3

    I would fuck you and never hurt you. I would suck your cock too if you want.

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  • Murun

    Don't feel bad. Everyone's different.

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  • peterrabbyt3

    Did you swallow his spunk too?

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    • liltaylor

      Guilty

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  • rltg4711

    You could go and ask him to give your viginity back to you. After all, it really belongs to you.

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  • Ellenna

    Don't feel guilty or bad about it: most people don't like it the first time because of feeling self-conscious or nervous.

    Just be more discriminating about who you have sex with next time and don't let this one experience put you off sex with someone you like.

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  • dshaiuvdshzivz

    You should've pooped on him.

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