To feel myself up as play with myself
I am a lifelong crossdresser, since a very early age (8) I have been dressing, and as I discovered sexual pleasure at about age 11, I found that I enjoyed having things in me. As an adult I enjoy dildos and men in me. But I also enjoy reaching back and feeling myself up as I pleasure myself. I know women do it all of the time, but is it normal for me and others like me?