Tired mind
I know it's long but please read it. I really need the help.
More often than not when I'm trying to sleep I start to get all these awful thoughts in my head. They are sort of like dreams, but I'm not asleep yet?
Sometimes I play an entire fictional argument in great detail in my head. Sometimes I picture waking up and seeing someone I don't recognize standing over me. Most recently, I involuntarily ran a full scenario about my girlfriend cheating on me, and blaming myself for it. I'm not even in a relationship!
When I get these thoughts I can't sleep; I just lie awake in bed with my eyes closed thinking for hours on end. Sometimes I'll get up and go on the computer or something. Why not? I'm going to be awake for a while anyway....
Please, I need help. I haven't gotten any proper sleep in a few weeks and it's starting to affect me. Is there anyone else out there who can help, or perhaps has had a similar experience?