Thoughts of weirdness or what?! :)

Lately I have these weird and strange thoughts like one day I was just thinking how the world can be a happier place then the next I thought there are so many sad sickos I hate the fucking world and then I sometimes think why I am in this world my life is shit?! but most of the time I just think of sitting in a field and closing my eyes and forgetting about the world (my happy place if you would want to call it that)What do you think am I weird or what?! :}