This person makes me feel like shit simply by not talking.
X's avoiding me. I know it. It's killing me.
We talk online because I can't see her that much. Lately, X has been invisible all of the time and not talking when I log on..only replies if I send a message.
Am I that boring. X probably doesn't give a shit. Ask me something. Ask me how I'm doing. say something.
We're "talking" right now actually. It makes me want to scream. I've loved X. Maybe still do I don't know. This pathetic excuse for communication makes me want to hurt myself. That's why I'm writing here. I've already kicked that habit more or less. Is it normal to feel this way?
Haha I don't really care about that. Just wanted to rant.