This isn’t an is it normal question, but... how are you?

Eating junk food and getting fatter each day.

It’s been a decent day, I didn’t have work but did some work for my dad’s business and wrote my friend a birthday card for tomorrow, hopefully we should be going inside a pub together for the first time since 2019.

I cut my hair just now, a year ago I was so slow and meticulous when I did it but now I just slice the ends off after a shower while I blast some pop punk, 2020 made it hard for me to care too much. I think I did a pretty good job though, I’ll tidy it up once it dries if it needs it.

Thanks for asking.

I've been on sick leave for a week because of mental health issues and came back for the kids I teach. In this country you don't have to tell anyone why you're off sick, but I think the school might have guessed.
The kids treat me like crap and I'm scared of my colleagues but I don't care.

I feel weird and jittery and anxious and numb and like nothing really matters; I'm dead certain that the colleagues whom I like actually hate me, at some point every day if not multiple times a day I wish I could cease to exist, and I occasionally see flashes of light and feel things crawling up my leg that aren't there.

I just want this school year to end so that I can leave. Six weeks to go!

I have plenty of time to get ready for the week, for taking my cat to the vet tomorrow. Gonna have a cyst removed and his anemia looked at and treated. I gotta talk to my apartment administration about ants. I pay an extermination fee so I think they can do it maybe. I need to run to the store tomorrow since it's my day off.

I'm sipping coffee thinking what I should eat, getting ready for the day. It's Monday so work won't be that bad. Mergoat's been cuddly which is awesome. He likes it when I leave the windows open for him

Thank you for asking. How are you doing?

It’s only 5 AM but it’s been fine enough already, have a lot of good things planned for the day
Went ahead and finally bought my nephew a pony to start him in the saddle
Plan to go out and buy some problem stallion to break my neck on from the city
And then I’ll disappointingly scowl at my lawn and shake my head while going “hmph, tsk tsk tsk”

Had a week off work and honestly cant wait to go back t this point. Its hard to have a week off work and not spend a lot of money.

i'm alive which is quite impressive

I'm at work in the breakroom on my phone. A middle aged coworker had a meltdown a few minutes ago. She seemed pissed that the job required her to stand up all day and that she upset that she was sweating all day. She was whining yesterday too.

Honestly, I don't feel bad her. A year ago, she was in this store always yelling at us, calling us useless, and treating us like we were inferior as she spent her husband's credit cards to buy junk she probably didn't need. I find it kind of funny that this former spoiled brat housewife is now in the same boat she once mocked.
XD

Going through the process of switching anti convulsant meds, so not too good right now, especially since it's the week before finals and still a month behind in one of my classes because of the toll it has taken on my physical and mental health. Spending all this week getting caught up on that.

Doing good, trying to lose fat and trying to stop binging on food, but I could definitely stop binging it just takes a little more incentive to get out of the binging phase.