This is sad, i don't even know why i'm writing it!

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OKAY. here it goes.
well i'm 100%% indian right? and i've only been to india once in my life, actually it was my first time only a few months ago and i loved it! but i wasn't really interested in anything bollywood or anything like that. but usually im into indie music and heavy metal and stuff, i'm a proper wannabe, well not really, but people know me as a music lover and that sh*t, i don't try and have an image or anything so no hate please. but, all of a sudden since diwali (4 days ago) i've been listening to loads of indian music and watching bollywood films and i've become so obsessed with them, i even wanna try and become a bollywood star, or try and get miss india or something. the whole culture and lifestyle fasinates me, i wanna tell my mum but she'll be well annoying, she'll make a whole deal out of it and give me a lecture about how amazing india is. not that i'm embarassed, i'm not afraid of telling my frends. it's just such a differnt life over there, and it's well more exciting. although i love england, it's sh*t here compared to there. i hope there are other people that think the same?

also, i really want to move there (theres something to tell my friends) but, i love it here and i'm pretty sure i wouldn't be able to last without going to gigs and going out wearing the most craziest outfit ever. erg, it's really annoying me, i keep watching all these romantic hindi movies and wish i was like the girl in them, but oh god. i dont know what to do?!

i'm so sorry for wasting about 4 minutes of your time! but basically i'm a hardcore scene-indie-metalhead teenage wannabe, that is obsessed with bollywood and wants to be a bollywood star.

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  • wannarocktheworld
    12 years ago

    its a goddamn teenage phase... trust me, after 2-3 years, you will think that you were that dumb and stupid sometime back

    life in india is not a bed of roses darling.
    but then a place is as good as the people in it.
    i mean india is good.. its my country, and i live in the capital

    i'm a guy, but i do know what might bother a girl

    but somethings you'd hate about it after you stay here for a year, or say, 6 months:
    power cuts
    shitty roads
    shittiest public transport (the metro in delhi is an improvement)
    expensive everything - petrol clothes foods movies
    assholes leering at you at bus stops or following you around on bikes, basically wide eyed ogling by men of all kind
    ( i mean i look at girls for a fraction of a second but that's just manly reflex.)
    societal bullshit - u get judged by people about your lifestyle
    no freedom to wear your skirts or anything revealing
    market people taking advantage of outsiders
    and.. wait for it... WAITING!! yes, bloody wait for everything that's done by the govt. you probably might have a baby in 9 months but not a passport. ok not literally but understand that its that bad

    best of luck.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    your not wasting peoples time its interesting, i think it would be usual being toen between 2 cultures, you have a choice tho you can visit india stay for a while and see if you like it, or come back and have the life yr used to

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  • Roxanne
    14 years ago

    I live in India and am 100%% Indian too,trust me..it sucks! You think we have a more exciting life? You're wrong!! Life in India is something that you would'nt be able to describe unless you'vre been through it..and it is waaayyy too pathetic for someone to actually want to come over for.Look-you got a better deal than most of us Indians down here...and it's great to hear that at least someone enjoys bollywood..but get back to reality now!

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  • ilikapplezz
    14 years ago

    u're normal. but it must be hard 2 be pulled in 2 different directions. i'm indian too & i'm a punk-chick that i loves japanese rock. i also like indian music & pop & techno & country but i don't rly want 2 be in bollywood. i guess u just hav 2 wait & see if u want 2 live in india or not.

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  • Liquid_Nuckles
    14 years ago

    I love Metal music, and I love music from India whenever I hear it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    You are normal. Do you have relatives you could visit in India?

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    • kajollally
      14 years ago

      yeah, a lot actually,
      they cause such a buzz eveytime i go,
      i can't cope with it ahaha,
      theres too many of them!
      so much travel, it's fun though :)
      x

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    it will go away.
    But nice to hear you like your own culture.
    Lets just say YOU ARE NORMAL.
    before poeople had friends to talk to about this crap. Now its isitnormal.com
    Thanks isitnormal.com ^^

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  • kekkiumai
    13 years ago

    I hate indian ppl. I work at a Chinese restaurant and they're god damn annoying. Fucking cheap, picky assholes. If you're gonna ask for that much god damn requests have the decency to tip the person who had compromised with you all the way and filled your desires. Assholes.

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  • iamconfused
    14 years ago

    As you wanna said you wanna be an actress, I assume you are an Indian girl.., well I am an Indian too..

    This is just to beware that not every glittering thing is gold, bollywood industries is pretty much bad and there are a hell lot of people out there who are just waiting to take advantages of new gals and boys.., it's not that good as it's looks like it is..

    If you still wanna be and as you said you are good in music and love it a lot, I suggest to go for music industry as it's pretty much clear and good..

    Still the decision would be yours always..

    tc

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    • kajollally
      14 years ago

      aha :)
      i am indian '100%% indian'
      and yeah, thanks :) I know it's not all as it seems, my dad used to had a neighbour who directed movies, however he wasn't sucessful I don't think, he lived in jalandhar and asked my dad if I could play a part in a punjabi movie, but i was about 9 at the time, and couldn't speak a word of punjabi and/or hindi. i just wished my dad would have pushed me harder. oh your indian too! that's cool :) x

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