Think about life
I often find myself thinking why i'm alive. Not in a depressed way, but in a perspective way. It doesnt matter how great my day was, I always feel like i'm stuck in an unbreakable pattern. I always feel like I end up in the same place as the day ends. I know it's not a mid life crisis, because I'm not even 20, but i cant help feeling meaningless. My life is normal to; I have great friends, I do well academically, I do well in sports, and I voulenteer regularly with children. Still, almost everyday I repeatedly ask myself if I was put on earth to be something more, and if I let my fear hold me back. Does anyone else ever feel this way? I it normal?