The way my life changed from 2007/2010

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So I will begin by telling you abit about me currently and how my life was before, comparing the changes now and to see if they are better or for worse.

One word to describe my life at the moment would be "Boring".
I am 18, in my last year of college with very few hobbies, the friends i currently have get upto very little which does not interest me such as football or smoking weed at home...
Another downside is that i live so far away from them ever since my mum passed away.
Day by day i just wait for time to pass hoping that someday soon (particularly when i start uni) my life will change again and i will be happy and to also find love.

My life used to be a happy and content one when i was 15/16, i had found a good group of social mates who fitted into the "sex, drugs, rock and roll" category although they did not really take hard drugs...one down side is that they smoked and i soon started (i have quit now for over a year though).
Back then i had it all - Confidence, great personality, good fun friends etc. Then one day it just all suddenly stopped and they wanted nothing to do with me..and upto this day i still do not know why :/.

Then the day come i started college and within a few weeks to months it broke me, i was not the same anymore, i did not really seem to fit in anyone there it was as if i landed on mars, little by little i shyed away more and more, just not wanting to bother with it as it did not interest me at all. I tend to have a great deal of free time when at college, which is spent on the computer the majority with a stupid internet block which makes time go more slowly. I sometimes hang around with people but not many really. Usually its with this one guy from my class, but i got to admit he can be right boring at times!.

I just wish i had a group of mates today who liked to go clubbing and meeeting woman.
I hate how in college now everybody acts like they are 12, so immature it vexes me, it is like i am in a prison. My school days were even much better than college

I just hope when i go uni things will be different, girls turn into woman, i will be in a society of a more diverse background, live with flatmes, independency etc. I still have to wait until september and i just dont know how to make time go faster :(.

Boring story but yeah thanks for reading :)

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  • screwface69er
    12 years ago

    Welcome to the real world!

    Get a job and shut the fuck up

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    It's never too late to turn it around.

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  • NotSoLaky
    13 years ago

    Yeah most of my frends dumped me too recently. Sucks, dosnt it?

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  • jermath35
    13 years ago

    Lifes a roller coaster ride sometimes I gotta loads of friends sometimes I don't... I only got one guy bf that I've had for 12 years, but I always have a gf...she's great I would like to have tons of friends but I'm 35 and most people are busy heck I'm busy my gf keeps me going...go to the clubs alone if u have to I would..

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  • normalinsc
    14 years ago

    Hey, University bound, you are simply more mature than your average age group. This will all average out soon. They will catch up with you both in maturity and intelllectually. Being the smartest person in the room is always boring!

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  • BOYracer88
    14 years ago

    `senken` said it just about right, make your own future, when i was 15 in 2003 my life was crazy like sex drugs rock and roll, i do miss those days but still its pretty much the same now at 21 just with differnt people, i`ll never grow up lol at least youre going to uni, concrntrate on that, many new friends and experiences will come but only if you make it happen. peace

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  • Senken
    14 years ago

    NOTHING HAPPENDS UNTIL YOU TAKE YOUR TURN! STAND AND TAKE YOUR FUTURE BY THE HEAD AND SMASH IT INTO THE WALL! DESTINY IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT!

    TAKE YOUR AMBITIONS AND RUN!

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  • BirdyMojo
    14 years ago

    You can't expect things to change around you, if you are unhappy, fix it. You can't expect everything to fall perfectly around you and to conform to your likeness. You have to make it happen, if you want new clubin' friends, go to a club, talk to others. You are basically whining about something that could easily be prevented and/or fixed.

    Problem: Not Big Social Life.
    Solution: Go to a club or something and talk to people! Or go out of your way a bit more to find people.

    Do you really think it's just going to fall into your lap? Things change, people change. It's not how life adjusts to us, it's how we adjust to life. Eventually, I think you will realize making friends in clubs, aren't going to be "long-term" friends. They basically look to you for a good time, which is what I think you view them as too. Also, if you want more mature friends, I have news for you, you are not going to find them in a club. Half the people in clubs are ridiculously out of their minds! You need to have friends that you can have fun with whether you and them are sober or not.

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    • tommyterror123
      14 years ago

      Which is what I will be doing when i attent university. Things will be much better then, only have to think to myself just a few more months.

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  • fkytheduck
    14 years ago

    Shoot, I Totally missed the point. Sorry

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  • fkytheduck
    14 years ago

    Being an adult only sucks 'cause, well - that's what you technically are, and I say technically because of that Number: 18.

    It's just a number, that is all. Yet, thanks to reaching that fuckin' number, you HAVE TO live up to others expectations. Society's expectations. That is why your crazy life seemed to radically change.

    It's likely happened to a lot of the people you knew also - and they started living up to society's expectations. Again, radically. 'Cause of an Eighteenth birthday for fuck's sake.

    I'm Not gonna say stay a teenager because it juvi. And you STILL have to do the "get a job cuz you're a grown -up now" shit that we hear over & over again.

    What I'm saying is, you don't need to quit seeking ways to release adreniline. It's mistaken with immaturity.... to wanna get psyched up!! Or whatever.

    God, society brainwashes us, TV brainwashes us - we're constantly exposed to lies - no wonder people segregate themselves.

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