The way i am, iin??

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Okay So I'm this kind of person Who is very complex. I recently just found that I might have alexthymia I.e I don't know How to show and express my emotions. I really wonder Why. This messes up So many of my relationships and I Seem So awkward. Recently, I've been hanging out with this guy and he said he liked me, he asked me out in fact but I rejected him flat out for no obvious reasons, I always find imaginary and unreasonable faults with everyone probably to mask that I'm the one with a problem. problem. And thats how the cycle goes, everyone ends up leaving me. I feel insensitive sometimes, it actually hurts.Apart from this, I feel very lonely all the time. I find myself automatically retreating into my own space, I find that I always end up isolated. I have just about 4 friends I relate with but sometimes I find myself distant and excluded from them all. It's Like I'm forgotten most times. I have it all but then I don't( I'm pretty, smart, comfortable, sporty, funny) then again I constantly feel( lonely, depressed, anger, fatigue, hate) and I doubt anyone knows what I'm going through. It's just life. Please advice me on How to be better and all. Thanks

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  • green_boogers
    9 years ago

    Are you good at acting? Find a role of a character in a movie that you identify with a bit. Next time you socialize, make comments from this character's point of view. Hopefully it will jump start your social skills a bit. You will never develop your emotional side while you are isolated.

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  • sexysonofsam
    9 years ago

    Fuck I always wondered what was wrong with me...now I know and still don`t give a fuck!

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  • Freedom_
    9 years ago

    I think I can relate. I don't show emotions too well either and I tend to put up walls between me and people. We are not alone.

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  • Karmasbitch
    9 years ago

    You reject people for no reason and yet wonder why your lonely..? You doubt anyone knows what your going through its just life?
    Its called being a teenager.. drink your milk and take nap nap.

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  • WhiteStallion
    9 years ago

    You are expressing your feelings in a way with this post. You don't have any 'disorder'. People need to stop thinking they have some disorder that requires medication just because things don't work out in social settings. You can instead make a conscious effort to try and be more sociable. Smile, talk a bit more, even if it's sharing one feeling with one person every day.

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