The story behind the nickname
Just last night I got truly and really high off of a blunt wrap and that was the first time I'd ever been high. It was very scary, very disorienting, very inner-dwelling if that makes any sense? I was not at all happy or safe or calm or giggly. I was actually so focused on my thoughts that the rest of the world and its activities (my friends messing around) were being missed. The body sensations were not okay. Felt like my heart was trying to climb out of my chest and I proceeded to feel like I was going to die. I was afraid to panic in front of my friends, lots of anxious things and thoughts.
I'm not happy now (it's the morning after) and I feel bad about myself. Lol, that's easy for me to do though.
Am I normal? Does anyone who does drugs normal?