The story behind the nickname

Just last night I got truly and really high off of a blunt wrap and that was the first time I'd ever been high. It was very scary, very disorienting, very inner-dwelling if that makes any sense? I was not at all happy or safe or calm or giggly. I was actually so focused on my thoughts that the rest of the world and its activities (my friends messing around) were being missed. The body sensations were not okay. Felt like my heart was trying to climb out of my chest and I proceeded to feel like I was going to die. I was afraid to panic in front of my friends, lots of anxious things and thoughts.

I'm not happy now (it's the morning after) and I feel bad about myself. Lol, that's easy for me to do though.

Am I normal? Does anyone who does drugs normal?

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  • huh......?

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  • Weirdguypants

    You probably smoked too much. A whole blunt on your first time? How many people did you smoke it with? Your tolerance will go up, but until then, you might want to limit yourself a little bit. There IS kind of a "learning curve" with drugs, even weed. Don't feel bad about it though; I've seen really experienced smokers freak out and have one of those "Internal monologue" moments. Nothing to worry about, you just got way too high.

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  • b454

    Where the story behind the nickname? There's a story but no nickname. Umm..maybe your still really high and confused

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  • Unknown93

    Weed is not a drug what you need to do is go to youtube and look up "Kat Willaim Weed" and watch that.

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  • glasswilderness

    Smoking weed makes me feel the same way. You'll probably always react to it like that. It sucks. I will I could enjoy weed like other people but I get adverse reactions.

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  • rosenballs

    What nickname?

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