The lack of any desire
Hello people, this is my live since i have turned 16 and started having a mind of my own,
i don't have any desire at all, not towards food or sex or anything most humans long for,
i do understand that some food taste very good and so people desire it,
and i understand the appeal of sex,
i just don't desire them, nor do i desire money, power, fame, or high social status,
i'm happy with the way i am,
i have a good work, a loving family, and a nice friends,
in short i live a normal life,
but i have things that doesn't make me normal, for example:
1- i discovered that i can't be startled no matter what.
2- i can easily stand pain, i naturally hate it, but i can stand it, even at a great level.
3- i've never cried at a sad moment, both in real life or in the media ( early example is in "tarzan" the scene when his mother died, i was 9 and every one around me was crying, and i didn't, i understood the reason but it didn't affect me ).
your thoughts?