The internet made my mind racist
For some reason, I think the internet has made me get a lot of racist feelings, since when I spend time online, comment sections and whatnot explode into racism at the slightest provocation.
I mean when I first started spending time online, I ran into a lot of things that would generally provoke racist feelings, such as people of certain ethnicities doing stereotypical atrocities. But even seeing countless videos and images of such I never had a racist thought. It was only when I started dwelling into the comment sections of such content, and they were inescapably filled with racists and such. After spending time around them, my mind started to make a lot of connections to race/ethnicity/nationality and now even the slightest bit of provocation can trigger a racist feeling. Of course, my thoughts are strong enough override them so they never go beyond feelings, but is it normal that spending too much time around racists started giving me racist feelings?
P.S. I don't want these feelings. They just occur.