The 'fag' in me came out today..

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As soon as I hit the weed, (I was at the skatepark) , It made me feel a lot different. I havent used it in a week (havent seen friends in a week) and Im already a weird kid. I like females, but I've been trying so hard to 'become manly' and develope a voice.. I feel like im the kid in town who would get shunned and fucked with, but dont. My actions are pretty sissy. I hate the tone of my voice.. when I talk to other dudes, I sound like a actual fag.. someone says blah blah i did this. me "oh nu uh". it's like I dont respect myself enough. At the skatepark, I cant even help it, but I act like a little kid. im 19 its annoying Everybody was silent as if they were trying to listen in on who I was, and the result was not good. I cant seem to just get it. I have a cool style tho at the park, but its way to cocky. Embarassed myself to say the least, and after that I was so depressed about what happened that I had no self esteem around my buddy and went home and slept. can someone be a therapist really quick?

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  • slings_and_arrows
    8 years ago

    You expect us to be sympathetic towards after you use a homophobic word like "fag?"

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  • RoseIsabella
    8 years ago

    Checkout comedian Nick Swardson, he's straight, but acts totally faggy, and he's awesome!

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    • DarkLotus
      8 years ago

      Nice troll attempt, sir.

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    • Crusades|
      8 years ago

      How is it amazing for a straight guy to act like a little wuss?

      When I was in high school, we used to pick on guys who acted fruity. We exposed them for the little knob gobblers that they were by forcing them to walk naked in the park in broad daylight with a big sign attached to their chest saying: "I love cock".

      We also had sessions called "beat the fag away" leaving them with nasty bruises on their face and body. For some odd reason those practices failed to deliver the desired results, the little weasels exhibiting the same faggy behavior the very next day.

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      • Springfurmich
        8 years ago

        as a gay person, try that with me and i'll fuck your tight little ass. and i'll make sure you love it.

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        • Crusades|
          8 years ago

          You'll fuck my ass with your tongue.

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          • Springfurmich
            8 years ago

            sure, why not? as long as i take your anal virginity.

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      • Anonymous Post Author
        8 years ago

        your a peice of shit

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      • RoseIsabella
        8 years ago

        Nick Swardson is still awesomely hilarious!

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  • Springfurmich
    8 years ago

    as a fag, i'd like to come in you.

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    • thegypsysailor
      8 years ago

      You're a cigarette?

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      • Springfurmich
        8 years ago

        heh, very funny :/ sure, i'm a cigarette.

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  • NickFury
    8 years ago

    I'm here to talk to you about the Avenger Initiative.

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    • PenguinHuman
      8 years ago

      lol wat

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  • Ellenna
    8 years ago

    Sorry, but I don't get it - are you gay or worried you seem gay?

    I'm not sure what happened at the skate park to upset you, but sometimes it helps to remember that other people aren't thinking about and judging you all the time, they have their own stuff they'd be worrying about.

    Can you just enjoy yourself and not worry so much about what other people think of you?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      im not gay, but I have feelings of inferiority. it seems like when I talk to another male, I dont talk out of confidence but being someones bitch or something.. I want to just interact with people on a normal human level.

      Im kind of a sissy and so on the outer core i seem to mask this behavior with 'leave me the hell alone' attitude

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      • Ellenna
        8 years ago

        Thanks for clarification, but then why use the term "fag" in a derogatory way about yourself?

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        • Hunjt
          8 years ago

          Fag doesn't necessarily mean gay, I don't think

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          • Ellenna
            8 years ago

            What other meaning or meanings could it possibly have? Another pointless label ........

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