The desire to become a lady is becoming strong - normal man
Hi I am a gent leading normal family life, for decades. But I prefer to be a lady rather than a gent.
Especially when I see beautiful ladies, even on TV, the desire surfaces more.
I am aroused by thinking about being a lady.
I admire women, to such an extent,that I myself want to be a woman.
On the web I have seen how men change to be women.It is amusing but it is really tough. Even a man becomes a woman, it is difficult for others to accept you as a woman.Learning and practicing talking, walking etc like women is a tough job.
Of late I observe changes in my body, I picked up feminine features- soft body,smooth skin, hairless body, breasts, without taking any hormones. Now my desire to be a lady is becoming strong.
I like the company of ladies.
I like to wear ladies garments, bangles, earrings,necklace,lipstick,nail polish, high heels etc, but never tried.
In case I change myself to be a lady-
I may like to be a lesbian,as I like the company of ladies.
I am curious to see how sex will be with men.
Then I will be bisexual.
I am afraid of transition, as it is costly, surgeries will be painful, and social stigma is attached.
Of late I get an idea to go to such places, where women rule,and start transition, become woman and live there as woman.
I feel like landing in the field of changing men into women, then subsequently I can start transition and become a woman.
I want to be a lady lecturer, lady beautician or lady sales manager in a Jewellery shop.I am tall and slim. I want to be tall and beautiful lady on ramp.
Your response, suggestions, comments may be helpful to me.You may get credit for making me woman.Thanks.Cheers.