The desire to become a lady is becoming strong - normal man

Hi I am a gent leading normal family life, for decades. But I prefer to be a lady rather than a gent.
Especially when I see beautiful ladies, even on TV, the desire surfaces more.
I am aroused by thinking about being a lady.
I admire women, to such an extent,that I myself want to be a woman.
On the web I have seen how men change to be women.It is amusing but it is really tough. Even a man becomes a woman, it is difficult for others to accept you as a woman.Learning and practicing talking, walking etc like women is a tough job.
Of late I observe changes in my body, I picked up feminine features- soft body,smooth skin, hairless body, breasts, without taking any hormones. Now my desire to be a lady is becoming strong.
I like the company of ladies.
I like to wear ladies garments, bangles, earrings,necklace,lipstick,nail polish, high heels etc, but never tried.
In case I change myself to be a lady-
I may like to be a lesbian,as I like the company of ladies.
I am curious to see how sex will be with men.
Then I will be bisexual.
I am afraid of transition, as it is costly, surgeries will be painful, and social stigma is attached.
Of late I get an idea to go to such places, where women rule,and start transition, become woman and live there as woman.
I feel like landing in the field of changing men into women, then subsequently I can start transition and become a woman.
I want to be a lady lecturer, lady beautician or lady sales manager in a Jewellery shop.I am tall and slim. I want to be tall and beautiful lady on ramp.
Your response, suggestions, comments may be helpful to me.You may get credit for making me woman.Thanks.Cheers.

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Based on 40 votes (18 yes)
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  • Fall_leaves

    I'm of the lady kind and I would like to welcome you to our side. Do what makes you happy. I don't know anything about the surgery itself or what the transition is like but I'm sure there are women out there that would be willing to talk to you and share their experiences.

    Just make sure this is what you want, not just some impulse decision or a phase you're going through. Try being a woman for a few months without the surgery first and if you're more comfortable being a woman than a man then go through with the surgery.

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  • motherlovebone69120

    I agree with the above comment, although it sounds like you really want to start dressing like a woman and can see yourself as a woman. I would say dress like a woman without the surgery and get to love your femininity for a period of time. This will show you how the attitudes will be towards you. I understand the transition takes a while and you'll have to undergo multiple estrogen applications, augmentations, and have to continue on hormone therapy ongoing. This all sounds like a long and painful process and from what I have read some of the individuals in transition don't go all the way through with it. That being said, if you end up being able to afford it and feel like you can endure this long and painful process, go for it. The female body is beautiful. Who wouldn't want luscious breasts and a nice big wet vagina. You must dream of a man's cock inside your inviting vagina and get goosebumps. If I could just wake up one day with the beautiful body of a woman, I would love it. I wouldn't have the patience or money to get the surgery done myself though.

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  • Americeptionalism

    So you want your outie to be an innie. Cheers.

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