The condom of torture, iin?
When, I was about 7 or 9 years old, I had a very odd and limited understanding of sex. The misunderstanding was mostly due to my family "sheltering" me and failing to properly teach me the facts of life. As a result, I wrongly envisioned what a condom looked like. To me, it was a it was a hard black plastic device with striped cut outs going down it. At the base it was hard and flat and inside it there was a small spike. The small spike was supposed to be inserted into the man's penis opening and it would cause him great amounts of pain. This entire device would be attached to a "harness". There would be openings for the legs and a hook to secure the "condom". I would often fantasize about a man putting this on and being in great amounts of pain. Whenever, I heard people mention condoms I would be happy that the man was in pain and I felt that he deserved it for being "irresponsible". I continued to believe this until I was in my early or mid teens. I was crushed when I found out that I had been wrong.
I'm now much older and looking back on my past concept, I am very embarrassed at my faulty logic. This is the first time I'm telling someone this except for the time that I told my mother. Why I told her I'll never know. She was horrified and baffled. She told me that she never wanted to hear that again. When I really think about this, I'm immediately reminded of BDSM.... I'm not trolling. Is it normal?!