That when i masturbate, i think of ugly men?
When I masturbate, I often imagine myself having sex with ugly men, or men who I do not find attractive. For some reason this fantasy of doing such things with a person who I'm not attracted to really turns me on but only when I am horny. Is this normal? Do other women do this? I think it is the feeling of being degraded/humiliated by having sex with a man who is the opposite of what I would want that really does it for me. But in real life, I would not want to be with them at all.