That i'm dating the same girl who broke my heart again?(+more)
Last year a girl told asked me to a dance, and I said yes because why not? There we slow danced and I was really just using it as a way to get over a girl I had a crush, I'll call her Anna. After she found out I wasn't interested and that I liked that girl, she threatened to tell people, we weren't officially dating but we were still connected in a way because my dignity was on the line (I REALLY liked Anna, and planned to ask her out eventually.) I eventually gained feelings for the blackmail girl, and lost that for Anna. Later we eventually we started dating officially, and I was happy, I eventually LOVED her in an unhealthy way. It became too awkward to talk to her. Eventually she broke up with me and I cried for a month once or twice a day. I became depressed, and even through the red flags, I still loved her. I watched her go through three relationships (well one wasn't really a relationship, it's complicated), one of them being my best friend (insert barf sound here), eventually she found out I liked her and we're dating again. I don't like her as much as I did (this is a good thing!), but I still care about her a lot. (this description is a GROSS oversimplification.)