That i like ejaculating into holy books
I am not a hardcore believer but I do have faith, and I do believe in hell. It started when once I forgot to take an absorbent agent and went for the closest thing around which was the bible. When I came I felt this evil joy and tried it again and again. After a while the black book lost its appeal and I switched to other religions. Please help, I do not want to go to hell, I am of the Christian faith, is there a way to repent for this kind of sin?.