That i have this crazy idea?

I'm one of those people that can think of a rhyming pair of words very easily, I would even dare to compare my top speed to Eminem's. I'm 22, for a long time I lived with my parents because of my autism, when I listen to his songs, the newest ones, he describes situations I used to go through. How do I approach someone and tell them I don't know how to make beats but I need a producer? If that's not gonna happen where I live, then tell me what site aspiring artists typically use for this, I'm very nervous this is going to be difficult, because your twenties isnt the ideal age to decide you want this career.

I had an idea mapped out, I cut my hair recently very much shorter, and not thinking about it at all just died it blonde because I was bored and brown hair just seemed boring. I have lip rings and I'm 6 ft 2, I was thinking I could make it look like I was the pale weird figure on a few of his 2009-12 album's. I don't want to backpack off someone else's career, I just want to make the legacy of one of the greatest that will ever be to be relived in a modern era. I literally have nothing important right now but I know I got talent, I just have no idea how to market it.