That i don't feel bad about killing someone?

The cops ruled it as self defense but he wasn't fighting back when I shoved the knife as hard as I could into his chest and he wasn't fighting back while he laid there motionless as I kicked and kicked and kicked. All I felt was relief and maybe freedom?
after-words I was ordered to attend counseling to cope with everything and the first thing she said was "it's okay to feel guilty and even sad about killing him, it doesn't make what he put you through less wrong." I only nodded and only felt guilty for not feeling guilty? sometimes I wonder if I have this evil in me that would kill someone again..

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  • thegypsysailor

    And we should believe this fairy tale because?

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    • ItoldYaIwasTrouble

      Agree with you here. Seems OP has made it all up.

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  • handsignals

    It gives you a sense of power, you walk down the street and see all the people, you know something they don't, you know how easy it is.

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  • NeuroNeptunian

    I know a guy who killed a man in self defense by stabbing him, he eventually got out in parole after he admitted to guilt even though it was originally ruled self defense anyway. He said he felt no guilt because it was "him or me and I chose me". Sounds reasonable, if you ask me. Which you did. You did ask me.

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    • thegypsysailor

      Once you've stabbed someone to death, all kicking him will get you is bloody shoes.

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  • You're either lying to seem edgy or you are the worst/most stupid murderer like ever.

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  • PandaBitch

    why you killed him ? (0 . 0)/

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    • He had been stalking and raping me for so long and it didn't seem like the cops was even caring anymore.. I even stopped reporting the rapes because everytime they just looked at me like "what you want me to do about it" or even like it was my fault. I started sleeping with a knife under the pillow and I killed him. It's fine that people on here don't believe me that doesn't matter to me really I just want to know if theres something wrong with me for not feeling bad, am I sick?

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      • PandaBitch

        Ah no no, you aren't , it even wasn't your fault, just showing a self defense. If i was you , i would kill him, too.. don't worry (^ v ^) , now that bastard has been in a hell kyahahaha

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  • daydreamer394

    I find you to be a fascinating specimen.

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  • It depends on why you killed him.

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    • While some people may disagree, I think the following acts are appropriate reasons to kill somebody.

      -they have killed, raped, or severely abuse you or somebody you care about.
      -they pose a serious threat or death, rape or severe abuse towards you or someone you care about.
      -defence of yourself or others in threatening situations.
      -killing or seriously harming one of your pets deliberately.
      -posing a threat of child molestation or severe abuse.
      -indirectly causing any of the above intentionally or knowingly without attempt to prevent.

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