That i can only have sex if its with strangers while i'm blindfolded?
I am submissive anyway but it seems the only way I can enjoy sex is this way. I travel for work a lot and stay in hotels. I post ads on Craigslist like many others do for casual sex. But what I do is I use duct tape to seal the hotel room door open so anyone can push it open and come in. Then I get in bed naked and put on a blindfold. I put a post on cl letting people know that I am available for use and to come to my room any time during the night to fuck my mouth or ass. I leave condoms out and insist they are used for anal. Whenever someone responds to my post I give them the room number. Then all thought the night men come in and I suck them off or they fuck me and they leave. I have been doing this for about 2 years and usually have sex with 5-9 men in a single night. But if I just try to hook up for casual sex with someone I always back out cause I can't do it if I can see them.