Terrified of dying
Is it f**ked up that I'm really scared of dying? I think about it all the time. I know that it's natural and something everyone goes through, but knowing that it's inevitable makes it so much worse. I feel like I want to run away from it or something.
I'm also obsessed with how and when it's going to happen and how much pain I'll be in. I'm convinced it's going to be something extremely gruesome, like murder or a fire.
Sometimes I get so worked up that I think about killing myself right now (in an easy and quick way) to just get it over with.
I DON'T WANT TO DIE. I would take immortality in a heartbeat.