Tell us about your first love.
Tell us about your first love.
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Tell us about your first love.
We used to go together on hot summer nights to the drive in theatre, or go to the best lookout places with the stars and the lights of the city forming a beautiful backdrop for our ever increasing bond. Sometimes I would rub her down and other times I would run my hand over her sleek body. We were young and fast and when she put on the brakes I felt a thud.
I sold her to an auto mechanic down the road for $2,700.
He turned out to be a huge manipulative, self-pitying, miserable jerkface (the kind you want to punch, but you fear the force would shatter his entire jaw and force you to have to register your nuckles as lethal weapons before taking that trip overseas to Napal that you always wanted to take).
She was a model. She'd pose for me in her sexy lingerie along with her friends. Then my mom stopped getting that catalog so I didn't see her anymore.
I was five. I loved my cousin who I only saw for new year. One day I wrote, "John je t'aime." on a little piece of paper and my big sister fell on it. She immediately showed it to mum. I was devastated (is that word english?). My mum just said, "leave her alone, she's a child." I love my mum!
Thanks. We were never together, just friends. His illnesses really wouldn't have made for a good relationship, but I liked to think it could have. I see the wishful thinking now. He was a very beautiful person but he had a very tortured mind.
This made me cry because that's how the guy is that I currently like very much :(
He had attempted suicide before we were together, and done a lot of other self-harming things that could've killed him... it makes me cry to think he could've died even if it's past... it's not really past though still has serious depression... he is a very beautiful soul too... they seem to be the most tortured...
and its so easy for people to look at this and say "ohh I would leave him, that's a red flag, don't love a 'crazy' person blah blah you will be hurt" and I worry that in principle they are right,since it would hurt so much to lose him that maybe it would've been better I never loved him at all... but that's not how love works...
and to make this relevent to the OP, he is the first person I've ever truly loved...
Even if something were to happen, knowing that somebody loves him would bring him an immeasurable peace in the depths of his mind- no matter what despair he is in.
Awwwwww *hugs*
It hurts to love someone who hates/hurts themselves. But all you can do is try to make them see that they are worthy of love.
Nick was very damaged, in many ways. I see that now. It still hurts that he's gone...but he was in so much pain, I can understand why he did it.
I hope things improve for your bf and you. I really want a happy ending for you guys ♡ you're such a sweetheart, I want you to be happy.
Sorry to hear that. I have lost to suicide and know how hard it is. I dont think it is something that ever really goes away. I think I may know more how to help others from wanting to do it though. I always explain how much it effects those they leave behind. Sometimes it may even leave a chain reaction in a contagious way.
She raised a strict christain. That ruined our relationship and in the end her guilt got her a serious stint in prison, not jail, prison. What a shame, and another reason to hate religion, vehemently.
Most guys will never admit to it or pretend that it wasn't memorable...but the honest truth is...
That first one love to enter your heart is the purest, most special romantic love of all-your heart's wide open-no defenses-open and giving-first time trusting another with yours. Life is new-exhilarating! All to look forward to-back when everything was in the future.
That image of the sun coming up over the ocean-a beautiful clear, crisp summer day. Can still see her walking toward me-tanned and smiling-hair flowing-those incredible eyes and smile-that first "hello"-and I fell off ~ off the cliff...
~ She's long gone and I moved on long, long ago...
~yet I'm still falling-30 years later-
~thought of my first love today......again!
http://isitnormal.com/story/what-do-you-think-i-should-do-is-my-dilemma-normal-69891/
It was like a trance, and a blur... which fittingly required an electrifying reality-check for it to end. All things considered, she was an amazing person. No regrets
Ah I hate remembering my exes...thats like waking to smell ur sweaty socks from yesterday. Though my first love was painful...every love after that got more and more painful cause I kept going after the same type of person that had a quality my first ex had.....road to failure.....by WhiteStallion (:
I was eleven, and I felt the urge to ask this girl out. I ended up getting rejected and then being depressed for a while.
Name was Christine and she was my English teachers daughter. I suddenly got good grades that subject and then bad again when we broke up. She's married know with two kids (:
I was six, it was Christmas day and my Uncle Mark handed me a Beer.
The End.
My first love involved a girl with beautiful eyes and a sweet voice. I can never forget her. <3