Suicide and tacos. iin?

I really do not understand my emotions. I am a guy. A lot of times i lay in bed and feel so hopeless i wish i was dead. Then just hours later or the next day i will be eating tacos or something and thinking to myself "Damn this is so delicious i am loving this right now" and i cannot imagine wanting to die in this moment because i am enjoying myself

is it normal that i do not understand my emotional swings like this

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Comments ( 5 )
  • thegypsysailor

    Sounds like manic/depressive disorder to me. There is help if you wish.

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  • Short4Words

    "I LIVE for taco night." - OP.

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  • Doktor_Hildred_Von_Steinmann

    Because suicide and tacos, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I choose.

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  • SuMaFTW

    Even in the darkest night, we may still see a star in the sky.

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  • lordofthekeyboard

    It does not sound like manic/depressive disorder to me.

    I am not a guy. It sounds to me like some part of you is deeply despaired. Maybe it's existential crisis. I could go for some tacos right now.

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