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Tell me in what state your life is right now and tell me what you think about it and how it came to that feeling.... Im just really curious how you ladies and gentlemen are doing!
| Sad | 6 | |
| Happy | 11 | |
| Loved | 4 | |
| Down | 13 | |
| Active | 3 | |
| Bored | 12 | |
| Like usual | 9 | |
| None of above (tell me in comments) | 8 |
Sad. Over the past year (possibly two) I've been losing passion for things I once loved and obsessed over, and I've been struggling to find new things to fill that void in my life.
To make things even worse, there's a possibility that I might have a tumor in my pituitary gland as a side effect from one of the medications I've been on. That means lots of tests and visits to the doctor. So far I've had blood drawn twice and an MRI (which was a little bit traumatizing if I'm to be honest). I will get the results in a couple of days.
I'm currently feeling tired. I'm happy with my life at the moment. But I am stressed out over prom coming up on Saturday. I also feel unloved at the moment, hence why I'm listening to The Great Gatsby soundtrack. However, I usually feel that way. While I feel this way though, I can acknowledge that there are plenty of people who would miss me if I were to disappear...
But now I'm thinking of a daydream I had earlier where I'm sitting with my friends and out of nowhere time freezes and I meet this girl. Beautiful and stunning; she looked like something straight out of an anime. She asks me to go on an adventure with her, says that she needs my help. She gives me a cute smile and grabs my hands, almost pleading that I go with her. I'm ecstatic and so we teleport away to some weird land. Obviously I'm thinking about how this girl could possibly be someone who loves me and I her. Someone who perhaps could make me not feel so alone. However, we arrive at this dungeon and I turn around to see her with a grin on her face. I look around and see the skeletons and notice how they all had some "geeky" thing to them. Glasses over the eye sockets, an "I heart anime" t-shirt. And as I notice the skeletons the pretty girl I came here with quickly vanishes and morphs herself into a giant caterpillar thing. She says then, in a demonic voice "You idiots are all the same, always daydreaming of adventure, always wanting to have a pretty girl whisk you away. But now we live my fantasy." She then quickly lunges at me but I stop her. My head is facing the ground and my eyes become watery. In a whisper I say "I hate this. Not even in my dreams can I win." And I use my telekinetic powers to slam her on a wall. She begins to choke. My hands, from a distance, form a an invisible noose around her neck and she begins to suffocate even more. "Why can't I win!" I say, as my voice becomes louder and my hands become tighter. "Please" I hear her say in a guttural voice. *Cough *Cough. "Please let me live. I'm sorry." And then, I let go. She plunges into the ground. I use my power to remove her watch, the source of her teleportation, and then form a hole for me to go through. I turn around and see her again, this time as that beautiful girl I came in here with. She's there in the corner huddled in fear. I enter through the wormhole and appear back with my friends. No time has passed. My friends are still signing yearbooks and I'm still sitting on with them. As far they know I'm just the loser I was before I "left." But on the inside, I'm just tired of being alone... but I put on a smile and pretend that everything is alright.
To answer your question, I'm bored, but content with life. A bit lonely, but content.
I'm feeling anxious and impatient, I have a month til I finish my exams I've read I know my stuff I.just want it over and done with.