Strange urges of violence.
Hey. I get random urges to really wanting to hurt someone so much that they'd be screaming for forgiveness.
I have dreams about it also, and enjoy it..
It even happens with my friends, I almost stabbed my cousin a few days ago in the neck. And instinctly punched my mate in the face a day after. I've had other random outbursts throughout time, and it's beginning to get to me.
I believe i'm a demon, someone brought up, and possessed, although that's practically impossible, as things would've already happened, and I doubt i'd be able to actually control my body.
I keep planning out how i'm going to hurt someone, and have even began sketching out idea's I found from the movie "Saw" and the ones that followed it. Someones pain and suffering is my pleasure.
Does anyone else feel like this?