Strange fear for old people
Ever since I was small, I have this weird fear of old people. The way they talk the way they act. I'm particularly afraid of the old homeless people/beggars. it is as if I feel grim weeper lurking by. The wrinkles.. the expressions.. It scares me even though they look fine or happy. It is so semiotic to me.
However I'm fine with my grandmother only. But she passed away when I was 12, the day after my birthday.
I SOMETIMES FEEL DISGUSTED AT MYSELF BY THIS FEAR. *gasps* Am I normal? I MEAN I'M AFRAID OF OLD PEOPLE.