Straight guy fascinated with penises
I’m married with three kids, but I often find myself fixated with dicks. Not in a sexual way, but I just love looking at mens’ dicks. I sometimes spend hours in the morning just staring at my own dick wondering how cool it would be if it came alive and had it’s own thoughts. My screensaver is a dick, I have over 2000 pictures of dicks on my laptop. I even have two framed portraits of dicks in my room which I often find myself transfixed by. My wife says that I am a closet homosexual but I get no sexual gratification from looking at dicks. I just like them.
Is this normal?