Sometimes i wonder what it would be like to kill

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I obviously would never do it, but sometimes I have a strange urge to just, kill somebody. I could be zoning out in a car, and all of a sudden "I wonder, if I knew I would die tomorrow, would I go on a killing spree? I could. In fact, I could just shoot myself if I get caught, I don't have to be dying, I could just shoot myself after I kill as many people as possible." and then proceed to imagine how I would do it. Afterwards, I usually take a step back and say "woah, no, I would never do that. I'm probably insane."

I also experience the "Call of the void" where if I am standing on a tall place, in front of water, see a knife in front of me, etc. I start to find death strangely appealing, even though I'm not depressed or usually suicidal.

I know the "Call of the void" is normal, but is the first paragraph normal?

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  • mysistersshadow
    7 years ago

    If you decide to go for it skip the killing someone else part and go straight for the suicide part. I normally wouldn't advocate any one taking there own life but if its you or some innocent I pick you every time.

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