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I rarely drink and I don't do drugs. I have had a screwed up life and sometimes I wish I was a drug addict or alcoholic. I guess I think it would keep me from feeling my emotions and I could block out old experiences.
Man I feel ya dude. My life just seems to keep sucking more and more, and i've also had shit that happened to me when I was growing up that affects me today. I'm coming real close to going back to smoking weed but what helps is the motivation to pursue my dream in life, to get my Ph.D in Philosophy and become a politician. I know it sounds lame but its all I have to look forward to, without it I feel like I have no purpose in life.
My point being is pursue your dream whatever it may be, it will keep you occupied.
You'd be happy, until you've got no money and no drugs.
Then you're sober and addicted and you can't get any more.
If you're gonna become and addict, make sure you can support your habit.
Idk if it is normal but i do this to, some word of advice just dont start experimenting with it like i had or like said above just stick to weed its harmless.
Oh and i think this feeling came to me because my bf is an addict and he seems to be so carefree about everything and nothing makes him sad or hurt even though he is in jail i feel this way too but i realize its wrong in the end things will be way better for you sober.
me too. I sometimes crave drugs, almost like i WAS addicted, (although I know being addicted is much worse). you know, when I'm in total emotional pain, which is quiet a bit, I crave them, so bad, any kind!
wow you try calling out other people for drinking and shit but its okay for you to do it? Go suck one.
i promise u dont want that, i was in rehab at 19 for drinking shit loads, which caused kidneys and liver to pack up on me, ended up in hospital many times. and i used to do heroin, crack n stuff like that, it ruins ur life and although it does help block out all the emotions u dont wana feel it only makes ur future really shit.
take what ya want from this mate
do you want sleep your life away rather woozy or clearly perceive
bad moments to appreciate the good ones...
I do this sometimes too. Look at it this way, by finding other words to use, you can expand your vocabulary.
Yeah put it would make you poor.. cut your losses. Or stick with just weed, it helped me change my life.