Sometimes i hate my race/self

I really can't stand that I was born in a race that doesn't have any unity is very divided and the fact that on a historical scale has been fucked over by everyone who has dealt with it.

From enslaving each other to the middle easterners who castrated the men and raped the women to the Europeans who enslaved and raped the list goes on and on my race is always on bottom end.

I looked into my races history and while I have found empires and kingdoms they weren't as powerful as other racial groups it's a wonder that my race isn't extinct considering how many times it has been subjugated.

I am aware that my race fought back on many occasions the most successful that comes to mind the Haitian revolution.

But any nation that has my race as a majority is full of corruption which exists in other nations but is even worse.

The worse part of it isn't other races fucking over my race my race is a quick to fuck over itself and more Ruthlessly like its something to do again it's a wonder my race still exists.

The fact that every race has its problems it's fuck ups and losers but for some reason people will point at my race and say that my race is stupid that it has never produced anything that contributes to this world that it only causes problems where ever it gose.

My race is seen as a race of failure who aren't fit to rule over itself and is only fit to be subjugated.

It makes me angry that no matter what I do no matter what I accomplish on a personal level other races won't want to deal with me will lump me in with the actions of the failures within my race.

I will be looked as at low IQ individual no matter my personal work ethic and my accomplishments will be seen as false because I some how used affirmative action.

The fact that there are assholes out there who want to make racism socially ok under the banner of freedom from political correctness makes me even more distressed.

It also sickening that there are people in my race who are ok with being labeled dumb they wag their tails like dogs longing for a master to whip them.

I hate that I was born into a race that has no self worth it makes me want to give up completely I am aware that no one has it easy but from were I am standing I'd rather have any other races problems then my current races issues.