Someone watches me

I think that others look at me. I have trouble bringing my self to get up and go somewhere. I feel like everyone is watching me laughing at me while im out and I just feel like im on the spot. I find it hard to do simple things like go to get gas or go to the store for food. I also fear seeing people I know, I dont want to talk to them so if I do see them I will quickly act like I didnt see them an get away. I also lay awake at night and have trouble sleeping thinking about all the embarrassing things that have happend to me in my life, things from years ago that I cannot forget. Help me.

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  • Tonelok929

    hrm i have the same problem

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  • luicyyou

    ME2♥

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  • I HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM! when i go outside and see a person watching me leave i get realy scared and have to act like i forgot something and go back inside. When i try to sleep i also think about the things that i think i did were stupid and then i'll be thinking what were they thinking when i did that? but i always try to think the best of people even if it's very hard. so i've gotten somewhat better. it's hard for me to not think about that stuff but i get my mind off of it by thinking of things i like, like pie and anime.

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  • ven067

    I'm sort of in the same predicament. I sometimes cant sleep because i'm thinking of the past but its not as serious as you. Over time I think it wont bother you as much. You just have to learn to think, fuck them, let them stare and talk.

    Its hard at first when i tried it but you'll be a lot happier and enjoy life more.

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  • superguy99

    i fell sorry for u, i kinda hav the same problem

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  • pythagoras

    good advice here, you need to be confident and live life 2 the max, life is a journey , enjoy the ride, a cure for your paranoia would be some cocaine and booze. even some cannabis.

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  • pythagoras

    iv`e read most of the comments and read the story several times over, the truth is that all males fantasize about having sex with there moms subconciously, its the most natural feeling for a boy to be sexualy aroused by there moms , about wanking in the toliet while sniffing there moms dirty knickers, moms are the first fully developed woman who boys have intimate contact with, we drink from there breasts, they bathe there sons ect,ect, and it is a out of inocence that sons want to feel sexual pleasure from there moms(even just before puberty) it is not a concious thought or desire but sub-concious, at first that is ,
    mankind`s law is manmade but natural instincts cannot be controlled .

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  • kittenlover

    It is possible that you may have a condition known as Geliophobia or fear of laughter or embarrassment it is also more common for people afflicted with this condition to believe laughter is directed at them and go out of their way to avoid embarrassment. you may want to see a professional physiologist.

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  • Maries

    Those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter. =)

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  • EyeOfTheStorm

    lol your not the only one

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  • fk7inkraginendykott

    You need help ,seek it. Talk to a doctor. This is not a good thing

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  • tornwithin

    im somewhat like that, i think ppl are laughing at how fat i am when no ones ever said i was fat at all.. or that my make up is ugly or my hair or if i trip or do sumin embarrassing i cant stop thinkin about it but eventually i stopped caring so much and just laugh when i do stupid things haha cuz ppl only remember it for a lil bit, only u remember it forever. plus i hate running into ppl i kno haha but im just shy and i hate awkward silences that happens alot lol

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  • Loveybabe1213

    I do the samething. I don't want to talk to people I know in the street either.I feel like I would say soemthing stupid or will have nothing to say and they will say im boring or something.Unless it's just someone I know really well.

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  • grizzlygirl

    sometimes i feel like this too. but if you think about it, what kind of life are you living if your stuck in your house doing nothing. thats not a life at all. you need to get out there and do something. if anyone says something then it's there opinion. hell they will probably forget about it by the next day. so does what they say really matter to you? does it really bug you that much that your are willing to waste your life sitting inside rotting? think about it.

    nothing that anyone says matters. i mean look at out current presedent...he talks alot...does anyone really listen to him? hell no.

    ~Grizz girl

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  • beefjerkybandit

    stop doing all that cocaine and you'll stop tweaking

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  • rmaetirh

    okay the part about you thinking about stupid things that happened in the past!listen its in the PAST you can't change it!learn from what happened to you learn from your mistakes!to make a better future!
    and nobody's watching you every person in this world has his own things to worry about!and if by any chance someone makes fun of you its because they lack self confidence and they think that by making fun of others it'll make them feel like they're perfect!just ignore them they aren't better than you!you have as much right to be in the supermarket gas station or whatever as they do BE CONFIDENT AND TO HELL WITH WHAT PEOPLE SAY OR THINK YOU DON'T LIVE FOR THEM!YOU LIVE FOR YOURSELF!

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  • cranberri

    i do the same.... its social anxiety. I had to force a job on myself. It helps somewhat.

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  • kristina_696969

    You need to get some professional help. You won't be able to get over it until you do. Some times people need to get a little help from others to get through their problems and there is nothing wrong with that.

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    • NEARPERFECT

      Kristina,

      What color panties are you wearing and what kind of panties are you wearing and may I have them?

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  • CaractacusPotts

    And they WON'T laugh at you hun, only a**holes would laugh at your problem.

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  • CaractacusPotts

    Hey, I used to go through this kind of thing when my parents split up but I found that if I held something like a polished stone in my hand and concentrated on holding it then I didn't think so much about other people. You could try getting an iPod or something and listening to music as you walk about or in bed when you can't sleep? Have you got any friends that you could go out with? A good friend whom you trust is probably the best thing that can help you, I'm guessing you're young and don't really feel comfortable with the idea of seeing a counsellor? If you can gather the strenght to do it, then go and see a counsellor. They should know what to do. Good luck!

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  • NOOooOOoOOo, They're all gonna laugh at you.

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  • don't listen to chris. He's obsessed about attacking me with his stupid bullshit comments, so disregard what he said.

    Anyways... I wa just wandering, why do YOU think you feel this way. Do you think your not doing good ebough in everything you do? Well i'm not a doctor, but if you're that stressed out about it, then i'd go see a counselor of some sort.

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