Someone watches me
I think that others look at me. I have trouble bringing my self to get up and go somewhere. I feel like everyone is watching me laughing at me while im out and I just feel like im on the spot. I find it hard to do simple things like go to get gas or go to the store for food. I also fear seeing people I know, I dont want to talk to them so if I do see them I will quickly act like I didnt see them an get away. I also lay awake at night and have trouble sleeping thinking about all the embarrassing things that have happend to me in my life, things from years ago that I cannot forget. Help me.