Some of you might remember!

Some of you might remember a post about social anxiety and how there was this group I could go to.. well I never went but one day im going too!
Something else came up.. another group and so I went really had to push myself but I went with an open mind.. to put it bluntly I didn't like it, but I am going to give it a couple more goes to see if I can get into it.

The thing is, im happy, doing what I do.. I don't stay indoors im always out but usually on my own, but in public places so I just need to learn how to speak to people. I go to a class every week with my auntie and its full of old people but I enjoy it and I just be civil with them. This term another younger girl joined, but how do I speak with her? its just so hard its almost stupid.

Then theres my parents.. my mum especially thinks I never talk to anyone, sometimes I don't.. she worries and thinks im not happy, sets me up on these groups, I go and don't like it and she cant understand it. I hate the feeling im letting my parents down. Like I should be like others out drinking everynight but im just different. She goes off in moods and wont talk to me if I don't do something.. like go to a group even though ive tried it. This class which is full of older people isn't right.. even though a younger face has showed up. But that's how I like to meet people through things I like and enjoy.

Am I right? or stupid.