Some "friend" you are!
My so called "best friend" going on for 8 years went down the toilet, literally. This guy, Hahn, and I have been through a lot together but things change for the best, right? Hahn has got a hold of cocaine to the point he buys it from his dealer he's been with for 8 months, Hahn has been doing cocaine for a year. Hahn and I were playing video games (Modern Warfare) until the conversation came up. I use to snort cocaine and I loved it. I was doing cocaine for 7 years and got help. I've been clean for 3 years. Back to the story. Hahn told me he does cocaine because it made him feel good and he has "nothing to worry about" then... I snapped!
(by the time I snapped we were in my kitchen getting a beer and talking)
I punched him.
I shouldn't of because that was the wrong move but it fucking felt great! I told him how stupid he is for doing something like that. I told him it can fuck his life up. I told him to get help! I even told him when I did do cocaine, it almost fucked my life and I got help. Nah, he wasn't having that. He yelled at me telling me how pathetic I am. How I always talk about myself (which I don't because we talk about him or other people), how I'm "so special" because I can get a girlfriend and he can't. He even said...
"Some friend you are."
Then I explained to him I was doing the right thing to help him be clean. I told him I did the right thing and I felt free. I told him Nancy knew I use to snort cocaine and she helped me. I told him he didn't know Nancy because I had a huge crush on her and I was afraid if I told him he would of taken her away from me. I explained everything! When he was leaving my house all mad, my girlfriend walks in. Nancy is my girlfriend and we've been together for a few months.
Now tell me. Did I do the right thing? I did what I had to do. I'm not in the wrong, he's in the wrong, right?
I lost my best friend all because of me. I punched him and actually told the damn truth. I believe it was the drinking and being slightly tipsy that brought the truth out.
I just want to protect myself, my kids, and my girlfriend from somebody I'm not supposed to be.