So what do you thing about my sexuality?
check this out...i am a 22 year old with a story that makes absolutely no sense. if someone told me this i probably would say that they were in denial and didnt want to leave the closet. this is my story and i would really love to hear what you think.
in high school i was the normal boy crazy teenage girl. i had boyfriends, guys were interested in me, and i was interested in guys. i had a best friend who walked me through all of these crazy boy adventures. everything was normal until she admitted that she had feelings for me. she was in love with me. instead of freaking out i decided to pretend like nothing happened. i said no when she would flirt with me because i was straight and i wasnt into that. but now i find myself thinking about her all the time. she's amazing. she makes me smile. it has been a tad bit over a year and half since she told me how she felt and i know i love her more than i could ever love anyone else. i also know i think men are sexy and i cant imagine my life without men. i've thought of everything. am i a sl*t? am i greedy? and i dont think im bi because i am not attracted to women at all. i just love her. everything about her. she's that missing part of me that i need to survive...so what do you think. am i gay, straight...hmmmm i wonder?