So that's what non consensual interaction feels like

So I dont know it felt the need to tell someone. I was asleep in bed and apparantly I moaned as my roomate walked past the door next thing I know hes like your awake and I'm sitting up. Dont even recall sitting up. Well I dont know I guess he was feeling horny cause next thing I know hes sitting in bed talking and then there's a hand on my butt over the blankets. And me not shooing him off must of been a go for it call or something. Well next thing I know his hand is under the blanket probing my around my hole. Then he tears the blankets off entirely. Abd proceeds to spank me, bite me. Finger me, pulling my hair and pinning me, at one point he was eating me out and the next dry humping me while chocking me. All of this a few minutes after awaking. And its like I did not want that to happen but alot of it felt good. I've certainly been lonely but I found myself just kind of laying there taking it from him and at some points moaning and just wow. That is a odd feeling. With an odd sense of deja vu.

Sorry I just needed to tell someone and no one I know will care. It's ok if you dont believe me. But it did happen just a few minutes ago before I even had time to brush my teeth