Smoking, weed, meth

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Hi all.

Im 18 and i started to smoking ciggarettes when i was 13 i really feel i cant never quit but i dont wan to.

I started smoking weed when i was 14 it was okay till my 17 then it caused me huge deppresion and few days ago i decided to quit, it does not make me any problem i feel so much better, deppresions falling down and i think i will be totally deppresion-free in few days.

Another thing is like 4-5 weeks ago i tried Meth for the first time, just a tiny line of fine pure crystal. I didnt noticed any feel. week later i decided to get some more beacuse of that im interested in that why people doing everything for it, what is so awesom on that substance and now i know. I did like 3 lines of Czech Wet White Meth and that feelings was uncomparable with any other drug i tried.
over that 5 weeks i did maybe 1.5g of meth. Im using it only when i think i need it and in small doses like 0.25 g can keep me high for 2-3 days with eating sleeping etc. I made some Rules of using to not fall into addiction. I will never use anything poor, if i cant get anzýthing pure i just dont do that and im OK not depresses or something like that. Im using it when i want to get some girls because when i take it, i can get in to bed any girl i want to. Then i use to complete boredom tasks like main cleaning of hous etc.

I just want to ask you guys if i keep my rules, Eating and sleep in normal if i can get somehow fuckuped. i know everyone say they have it under controll but i think i just can control my addictions very easily.. only one what i cant quit is nicotine but Codeine, Coffeine, Weed, LSD, Extasy was easy to kick it away from my life beacuse it did me only happy, but with meth i feel im becoming better person. I found a job, one day per week school etc.

I feel so ok but im little affraid of every people i see they ended up like homeless, ugly etc.

Do you guys think it is possible to handle this drug? Or it is only some kind of blame?

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  • wistfulmaiden
    9 years ago

    Go find Jesus or something, drugs be bad shit, yo .

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Why is your spelling so bad?

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  • ThatOneDudez
    9 years ago

    Drugs might make you feel good when you use them, but it's just temporary. That good temporary feel is given a lifelong line of problems in the future.
    Just stop. It's not good, for anyone!

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  • thejaegerpilot1989
    9 years ago

    I've watched my loved one spiral into full blown addiction. He used to say exactly what you did. I can control it, i can limit myself. Once you realize it's taken a hold of you, it's too late. Run while you still can.

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  • wafflesundays
    9 years ago

    I think if you take something to make you better at cleaning and get sex this is shit you need to stop taking this crap cause these things are not amazing accomplishments its comes naturaly to most ppl and every one knows that meth is bad. look on google at pictures of meth heads. I used to love pills coke still love the weed but I growed the hell up I hope you do to before you become a toothless scale faced skeletor. Please sort ur self out or else the only sex you will be getting is in the bum from your cell mate. That is all Have a good evening

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Seriously, crystal meth is really bad for you. Why do you wanna do this awful drug?

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  • xxoffwhite
    9 years ago

    lol meth straight fucks you up dude. Don't think you're stronger than anyone out there, it can and WILL ruin you.

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