Should i tell my girlfriend why i go to therapy
I have some real psychological problems involving abduction, isolation, and abandonment. I have a massive fear of being abandoned and get really intense and spooky if I ever feel like someone is going to leave me.
I absolutely hate that my girlfriend has friends, I hate that she talks to other people, and I hate that she has the ability to be self sufficient. I want so badly to lock her in a room for only myself and force her to rely on me for food and water and care.
Obviously I know how bad this is, so I go to therapy three times a week. And take medicine for paranoid schizophrenia. Claiming I'm at the gym, and hiding my meds. I've gotten "better" I'm atleast more tolerable of her talking to other people. I, hypocritically, have plenty of friends myself, and I've gotten more laid back with them not talking to me for short periods of time.
I've never been physically abusive, but I have strong armed a lot of situations to go my way. I've run off her friends, lied for months, purposefully made her ill, moved her away from family, made sure she couldn't hold a job or receive steady income, and put her through a lot of expensive things so she has to come back to my money.
Maybe I'm not mentally stable enough to date. But I love her. And I need her to stay.
Yes tell her | 28 | |
No don't tell her | 1 | |
You shouldn't be dating anyone | 15 |