Should i seek help?

My problem of a long time is, should I go see a psychologist or not. I often feel like I can't handle my feelings anymore, but than again I always end up thinking "somebody needs help more than me, I don't want to bother them". But my feelings and thoughts won't go away on their own.
Anyway, some of my "symptoms" include:
-depression
-anger/rage. I'm not sure where it comes from. I just hate people/get irritated very easily. I have started yelling at people(who I feel have wronged me)in public spaces
-I get scared I might stab someone/push someone down the stairs if I know I would be able to do so/if there's the chance. It's not like I will do it, my mind just thinks it. I also fear people will suddenly stab me from behind/slit my throat in the bus/somebody will shoot me from a car
-I rehearse conversations by myself. I don't even realize I'm doing it sometimes. I will go to great lengths such as fake crying when I do this

There's more, but the post would be too long.
Anyway please leave your opinion, I'm serious&worried.

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  • horny_simpletons

    It's really up to you. But if you ever seriously think about hurting/killing others or yourself, you should get help.

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  • I doubt you'd need one. I've done most of these things and more yet I wouldn't think I would ned a psychiatrist. Jut keep on going. :)

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  • pantychaffe

    Totally get help. Sounds like you feel off balance. It can only help to focus you.

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  • CountessDouche

    Why not?

    Having a psychological disorder is the same as having a physical problem, like a broken leg. It can be just as physical; a matter of brain chemistry.

    There's no shame in getting help for it.

    If your leg was broken would you not go to the doctor just because some people have it worse, because some people don't even have legs? I highly doubt it.

    If you feel you need help, you should get it. Part of depression is convincing yourself that you don't deserve help or happiness, or that you aren't worthy, or that you're just a complainer...all of that is your disease talking.

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  • KeepsakeDoll

    Up to you.
    You can either get help or just find a good friend to talk to.

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  • TriWolf13

    Never think you deserve help any less than someone else. If it's bothering you or interfering with your life then seek help.

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  • you sound like yr living on the edge , fear and anticipation , yes speak to one who listens whos seen it over and over , but remember you are unique and one size doesnt always fit all

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