Should i do it again?
Ok so about 3yrs ago I started hanging out with a co-worker and her husband. Soon after my girl friend and me started hooking up in front of her husband, they would have sex in front of me, and eventually he started to participate with us too, not completely though because his wife would get uncomfortable and kind of insecure if he showed too much interest in me. As time went by we got a little more comfortable with each other and we were having threesomes on a regular basis but my friend would sometimes get really jealous and there was a lot of drama we had to go through, and for me it was very uncomfortable because I would feel guilty even though it was never me who initiated anything (that was my first real experience with a girl.) So after a year of hanging out with them I went my own way because things were very stressful. Now almost 2yrs later I started working in the same place as her again and I really didn't expect her to talk to me but she went and gave me a hug as soon as she saw me and apologized for before and told me how different things are now. They are now swingers with a very open lifestyle and she claims to be completely secure about herself and her relationship. So now that I've been spending time with them again they have tried to initiate sex but I haven't been willing to. I told them I wasn't ready, but I really just didn't want to at all. I felt that after been sexually inactive for the past year I wanted something more "normal" like just be with one guy, even if it's casual, I've never been the long term relationship kind of girl. But now that I've been hearing their stories about things that they have done, and swinger clubs, and other details I started to feel a little interested. Also I found that they've been hanging out with a girl that we work with and it made feel jealous and suddenly I am interested in having fun with them. So is any of this at all normal?
I'm 22 years old, she's 27, and he's 30.