She was a he, but iliked it.
Last Friday night I got drunk and stoned and ended up sitting in my car in a bar parking lot with a very gay man dressed as a women. What little I remember of that night was the gay guy giving me a blow job in my car. I was so drunk I don't remember driving home, or if it was me who did the driving. I suspect not. I am not gay, and I have been beating myself up with self disgust for the past week. I finally talked to my best friend about it, feeling like I had talk to someone about this or go out of my skull. He laughed, knowing that I am not a gay person, then he told me to just put the whole thing past me. Nobody else will ever know. So their was nothing to fear about being made fun of. He also advised me to stop drinking so much. But I guess what bothers me is that I do remember getting turned on by getting a blow job by a man. I am not gay! How can this feeling be normal? And even though I was drunk and high on weed, how could I allow myself to do this? Is it normal for a hetero to go homo for an incident and still be considered hetero?