She may be a homeless skank, but i really dig her.
I've been separated from my wife for 2 months now. Looks like divorce is on the back burner. But I feel that the sooner we get this marriage over with the better. I'm sure my wife feels the same. Anyway, about a month ago I hooked up with this homeless crack head. until just a few days ago she was living in the basement of the new apartment bldg. I moved into. The super threw a mattress down there, and in return for free blow jobs was letting her crash down there at night. But then she started turning tricks with some of the married guys in the bldg. Some of the wives got wind of this and called the landlord and that was the end of that. I find myself hooked on this skank. So much so that I moved her in with me. I even let her smoke crack in my bathroom. I do not use drugs, so is it normal for me to be so infatuated with this type of female? It's not all about sex. I love talking to her. I'm trying to get her to in-patient rehab but she says that she is not ready for that. I support her habit because I want her off the street. Am I wasting my time? Seems so. But I think I've fallen in love. Sex with her is nasty, deviant. Sexually, I treat her like a total skank. But that's what turns me on. Is all this normal?