Sexism is driving me crazy!

When I was little I literally though I was a boy. I'd walk around shirtless (I was flat lol) and hung out with only guys. I was very violent. If I did hang out with girls I'd hit them and they would always tell my parents. I only liked boy toys, boy clothes, and anything girly just pissed me off. I became a teenager and tried to fit in by dressing girly but I got sick of it. On the Internet there is a lot of sexism and I know most of it is just jokes...but it's driving me crazy.

I'm thinking about transitioning into a male. I have many trans friends who take male hormones, have surgeries, and are even happily married. They pass 100% as male. Get treated as male, and are happy as fuck over all. There is a part of me that still wants me to try and be female. But the sexism is driving me into becoming a male. I'm sorry ladies, but I just don't want to deal with it. I always hated female things. I know a lot of people are not sexist but those who are just make me want to ditch this gender.

The road to becoming a trans guy is a bit hard. You have to buy hormones, pay for very expensive surgeries, and etc. But it just may be worth it. I'm also disliked by a few feminists because of this. They think I'm taking the easy way out. So what if I am? But if I was I wouldn't have felt like this as a kid. You may say it was just a tomboy stage but guess what, I did not grow over it.

Hate comments will be deleted (sorry trolls) I've heard it all before and blah blah blah. Thanks for taking the time to read this!

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Comments ( 8 )
  • quentari

    They usually won't let you get surgeries or hormones until you've convinced a psychologist that you truly want to become male.

    That being said, don't feel pressured to be any more feminine or masculine than you want to be. Society likes girly-girls and manly-men, but not all girls are girly and not all men are manly.

    Be who you want to be, not who society wants you to be.

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    • Zonfire80

      Men by the majority are masculine and women by the majority are feminine.

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  • kelili

    I love being a female. I loooooooooove it

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    • I'm glad you do :)

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    • Zonfire80

      I love females and females are hott. :)

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    • Zonfire80

      Good for you hun

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  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress

    "If I did hang out with girls I'd hit them and they would always tell my parents. "

    Of course they would. You're not suppose to hit others. i mean outside of self defense etc.

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    • Zonfire80

      I'd hit on them...especially if they were sexy. One girl I liked when I was in middle school had a nice ass and I smacked it hard. I got in trouble with the principle but it was worth it.

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