Sex for money
I have a male friend who’s gay and very rich. So, when I discovered he had a crush on me, I offered sex, even though I’m straight, in return for money and expensive presents. He accepted. It’s a secret we never told anybody, as this would really spoil my high reputation at school and my parents would go mad. However I can never enjoy the sex, it feels like rape, it hurts terribly, I feel disgusted, sometimes I really get sick. Besides he’s getting more violent, sometimes he even hits or cuts me. So now I want to stop, but he threatens to tell everybody, as he knows I would feel very ashamed. I said I would go to the police and report rape, but then he threatened me with a knife. Now I regret terribly for being so greedy for money. I’m so afraid, I don’t know what to do. Has anybody been in such situation? I need advice!