Sex drive is on cloud 9

Ok so ive been masturbating since 2010 it all started with a back massager lol it was the first time i ever masturbated and it was AMAZING i was 15 i did it like 3 times that day to every sexual thought i had on that christmas.Ive been masturbating ever since and now i believe im addicted. When im alone and when i get mad or sad or in trouble and think about real life situations i have to deal with i ejaculate. I will watch porn saying to myself im not gonna masturbate three hours later the end result is i do but sometimes ill stop myself but then a couple days later im back at it.I have had sex with females but have never ejaculated weird huh? i have even faked an orgasm ugh.. i wish i never put myself so down to where i have to do this. Porn is my enemy i watch it on my phone etc.. I jus love the sensation of ejaculation its like my drug. I will never go to a doctor to get help there is not enough time in the day and im not spending the money on it. I feel like i can deal with this myself but i think ill relapse one day like seeing porn and getting mesmerized lol is it normal to watch porn for hours,hump a bed and ejaculate while watching porn and ejaculate? i have humped a female while she was sleeping and fondled her breasts then later on ejaculated i gotta stop and MAN UP and have sex the natural way

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  • hosa

    First of all, r u expecting us to assume u r a girl? Not only this u r skipping over important info like your current age, and what u identify your sexuality as. Anyway, I will list all the problems u have very briefly, and leave the solution part for u to figure out by yourself because u know urself the best. u will overcome in the long run as plenty of time goes by (as there is no quick fix for challenges like this).
    1- wen u masturbate dont directly stimulate the clit, that will probably make it harder to orgasm during normal sex, instead use fingers inside and curl it upwards.
    2- hardships make u stronger and wiser every guy has to go through this, so ur not weird. I like the fact that u r not ignoring or avoiding this inevitable challenge in life like most girls do, and instead facing it.
    3- The Internet will always lead to porn, the issue is weather its too often or not.
    4- TBH u r spoilt and living a life that is too comfortable for ur own good (just like me), think about the poor or busy people who cant put themselves in that situation even if they wanted to .
    5- persue something in life anything! Everday accomplish a little bit of your goal. Tbh ur life seems shallow and empty and pointless.
    6- faith in God.. Discover the purpose of life and get enlightened and raise your consciousness and eventually evolving your mind and soul.
    7-Try to find 1 good man that u will actually love and do not just fill ur needs with meaningless random sex (which afterwards u will feel even worse than masturbation)
    8- listen to Madonna - Die Another Day

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  • boys-are-toys

    I don't know.. i would say yes if it was new to you but it isn't .. so leaning towards not normal

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  • catocato52028

    um.... think you got the year wrong it still 2010 so it can't be 2010 of last year

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