Self harm in order to reach enlightenment. is this insane?
My friend and I are trying to hit bottom based on the idea that you need to destroy yourself in order to accomplish anything. (See: Fight Club; Chuck Palahniuk) Her and I passed a razor back and forth and cut each other. Though we are both aware of how idiotic this is, we did not show remorse for our actions. Due to this, we believe that we are one step closer to hitting bottom. Society teaches us not to do such things, and we directly went against it without feeling what is considered normal for our actions. We feel as though we need an outsiders perspective. Are we insane? Is this "normal?"